Yaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkk.....

Just because I have feelings for someone and that other person doesn't , why can't I tell her that she just looked absolutely amazing? That she is so beautiful and lovable and I just can't stop admiring her when she wears her white shirt?

After a hell long time I feel like texting her that she looks so beautiful, so pretty but just don't want to restart all this again.. I don't know if I have matured enough and will be able to take the consequences in a friendly way...

Man it just feels like yaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkk......... :( :( :(

James Blunt blurting in my head... "You are beautiful its true.... but its time to face the truth, I can never be with You"

Wish I could write...

Wish there was some machine which could jot down every thought that comes to my mind which I am either too lazy or unmotivated to write down myself :(

Nothing important but still...

I don't know but I feel both sad as well as contented that she din't wish me today. I am not feeling angry but at the same time I don't know I want to not-complain but share with someone. I know she might have forgotten it and I deserve to be forgotten. And its not that she is the only one who hasn't wished but somehow all my expectations n wishes are most from her even after everything.

The worst is I don't even have the right to complain to her  :( :( :( :(