Kabhi kabhi tujhse khafa hota hun....

May be tough to believe..but I have written it myself..

Kabhi kabhi tujhse khafa hota hun,
phir haar kar khud ko manna leta hun.
Jo gushtaki tu karti nahi,
wo soch kar khud ko jala leta hun.
Jab tu nahi hasti, to tere hasne ki dua karta hun,
or jab tu or sang hasti hai to gusse se gaal phula leta hun.
Har pal teri aawaz mere kano me gunzti rehti hai,
par jab tu saath bethi hoti hai to tere ek alfaz ko taras jata hun.
Sochta hun ki tu na aae jahan main hun,
phir har lamha tere intezar me luta deta hun.
Dekhta hun tujhe chhup chhup ke, or dekhe tu iski chah karta hun,
par jaise hi tu dekhti hai , nazre phira leta hun.
Tu puchti hai ki kyun itna muskurata hun jab tujhse nazre milata hun,
tu kya jane un palon me pure din ki hasi sama leta hun.

Added these lines on 27/08/2008

Kabhi tujhe dekh kar khud pe hansta hun,
Kabhi tujhe dekh kar khud se ladta hun,
Kya main pehle galat karta tha,
Ya main ab galat karta hun.